"I was not prepared for this sudden confrontation with St. Herman. It is one thing to read about the saints and quite another to come face to face with their reality. I was in awe, being able to see and venerate the very things St. Herman wore and held. The idea of a saint was no longer some vague picture fabricated in my mind, but was very real here and now, and in front of me! This was accompanied by an atmosphere of peace and closeness to a man who had died 150 years ago. After venerating St. Herman, I departed with my senses overloaded. When you stare at a bright light for a time, upon looking away, the light remains in the center of your vision. This is how I felt, but somehow with my whole being."
This meeting with St. Herman made a lasting impression on both of us.
Being an expectant mother I could not help but wonder in what way St.
Herman would affect our child and the direction of all our lives in
general.
With a sense of peace and being renewed in spirit, we left the Church
in search of +Fr. Joseph Kreta (Dean of St. Herman's Seminary and his
son, +Fr. Peter Kreta, parish priest of HRROC). Finding his house
easily, and after a brief visit, +Fr. Peter showed us to our new
accommodations at St. Herman's Seminary, which were so generously
offered to us free of charge. Entering our room, we found it very
humble with bunk beds and icons on the wall to greet us. Although our
hotel room was much more elegant, this small cell had great spiritual
warmth. St Herman was very near to us.
Hearing the Church bells ringing, we hurried up Mission Street for the
Sunday night Akathist services to St. Herman. We were asked for our
intentions earlier and here they would be given to St. Herman, We
settled in a pew up front. As I sat near the reliquary of St. Herman,
I was aware of his presence. Never before had I experienced such
unearthly beauty. The spiritual fragrance surrounding us was to my
soul like a taste of Heaven and Earth meeting. My heart melted like
wax. All at once I knew my indifference to St. Herman had been an
offence to God. (I had ignored him in the past.) I knew I was a great
sinner. I had become a pharisee, pleased with my Christianity, but
God was not. St. Herman truly became my teacher and guide to the
Heavenly Kingdom, showing me my sins. I wept as we sang the Troparion
to St. Herman.
O joyful North Star of the Church of Christ;
Guiding all men to the Heavenly Kingdom;
Teacher and Apostle of the True Faith;
Intercessor and defender of the oppressed;
Adornment of the Orthodox Church in America;
Blessed Father Herman of Alaska.
Pray to our Lord, Jesus Christ
For the salvation of our souls.
Part III
" I have lived in Alaska for over 20 years, but I am still awed by the natural beauty of Spruce Island. A needle covered path, bordered with majestic Spruce trees, led from the beach to the Chapel. Blankets of moss were everywhere, draping the stately tree limbs like rolls of fabric, covering trunks, and laid out across the ground like a vast carpet. Bushes of salmon berries (similar to raspberries) lined the path mixed with devil's club. The stems and undersides of these large leafy plants covered the thorns.
It struck me that on this very spot St. Herman battled with the devil in order to obtain the fruits of a holy life."
Icons attached at intervals to the trees along the trail, could be
venerated by us. A few feet hundred yards ahead we came upon a
clearing and here is where the Elder grew vegetables for himself and
his orphans. A few feet away St. Herman had pleaded in prayer with
Theotokos for water and at his knees a miraculous spring began to
flow. The faithful came here often in reverence to drink and draw
water. Many have gone away healed. It seemed to me the most holy
spot on the Island, as if angels present were ready to appear at any
minute. This spring was fully sanctified.
Off the right we could see +Father Gerasim's cell, and the Chapel he
built over the original cell of St. Herman. St. Herman has
prophesied that that after his death a monk would come to dwell on
Spruce Island, " fleeing the glory of men." +Fr. Gerasim lived out
his life here in fulfillment of this prophecy becoming the keeper
and guardian of St. Herman's relics. He is buried nearby and his
grave is marked by a large white orthodox cross, where Divine
Liturgy Requiem services are held in his memory.
In the same spirit as +Fr. Gerasim, Heiromonk Gerasim has come to
live on Spruce Island. As you first enter the trail you will find
his cabin to the left. With the Abbot being +Archimandrite Innocent
and under the guidance of His Grace, +Bishop GREGORY of Sitka and
Alaska, these three monks make up the new monastic community of New
Valaam being prepared at Monk's Lagoon. St. Herman prophesied that
in time in the place where his original Chapel stood there would be
a monastery. Only time will tell if this is to be it's fulfillment.
At the end of the trail we came to Saints Sergius and Herman of
Valaam Chapel which was built out of logs by +Bishop NICHOLAS of
Sitka over the original grave site of St. Herman and later
refurbished with wooden siding by +Fr. Gerasim. Underneath the
chapel is an opening where the faithful enter and remove the soil
from the Saint's gravesite. Many have been healed by using this
soil.
As I entered this opening I was greeted by the grave of +Father
Joasaph who St. Herman asked to be buried along side of. Fr. Joasaph
seemed to be saying to me, "I am the guardian of this holy site." In
reverence I crossed myself before the grave of +Father Joasaph, and
knelt beside the holy ground where St. Herman had laid. With awe and
veneration I crossed myself, and began removing the moist soil to
bring back with us. All the while, +Fr. Joasaph seemed to be saying,
"It's all right, you are not intruding."
Having tarried behind, we quickly entered the Chapel. The Divine
Liturgy was celebrated with great fervor and pomp. We rejoiced that
the three monks of the newly proposed monastery were the celebrants.
All the vestments and linens were bright green. The original
reliquary of St. Herman lay before us covered by the burial shroud
of St. Herman. Surrounding it was garlands and candles. Icons of the
Theotokos and Christ written in the western tradition could be seen
behind it. The homily was given to us by +Archimandrite Innocent who
exhorted us to love one another. We were blessed to receive the Holy
Sacraments at the hands of His Grace, +Bishop GREGORY of Sitka and
Alaska. As the choir and congregation sang, the little Chapel came
alive. It was truly good to be here. Here was home, sweet home, and
a portion of our "Heavenly Homeland" on Earth.
God's cup overflowed with goodness to us that day. Our spirits were
fed, we received our "Heavenly Food" and the ladies of St. Herman's
Sisterhood had prepared for all the pilgrims a picnic on the beach,
with a promise of hot soup and bread upon our return to the main
island of Kodiak. Our evening meal was served in the basement of the
HRROC. Here is where we experienced the hospitality of a loving
parish. We were tired and they were tired, but still they served us
with selfless love. My heart was touched by such genuine warmth. St.
Herman is truly the "adornment" of the Orthodox Church. He had
become the adornment of the people. Their hearts have been
transformed by his prayers. As they call upon him and venerate him,
he shares his spiritual beauty with them. They do not go away empty
handed.
Later that evening, we attended the Vigil Services to St. Herman.
After such a long pilgrimage to Spruce Island, we were both
exhausted. Although we were present, our hearts were still on Spruce
Island. The morning of Tuesday, August 9th, 1988 greeted us with
another beautiful day. Even creation seemed to know this was the
annual anniversary of St. Herman's canonization. With thanksgiving,
we looked forward to the Pontifical Liturgy to be served in the
presence of St. Herman. Our hearts had awakened to a yearning to
remain nearer to him. Of such beauty and peace, we could not get
enough! As the Divine Liturgy proceeded, we were caught up in
the splendor of the moment. His Grace, +Bishop GREGORY officiated
with assistants +Fr's. Peter and Joseph Kreta, and +Fr. Nicholas
Harris (of St. Innocent's Cathedral of Anchorage). As we went
forward to partake of the Holy Sacraments, we prostrated ourselves
before his relics with some sadness. With the Liturgy over this
marked the end of our pilgrimage, and we knew in our hearts it would
be a long time before we could return.